pollen

stirring 
percolating
long time coming




so long it seems i'm bored with myself
bored with boarded up 
blocked out
switched off

time to stir
dump tump wash out the old? 

impossible

dried caked on plastered in
cant go over
but must go on
give the old room to breathe     
                                                                                               air out
                                                             air in

and stop waiting
breathe in something new
breathe deep

deeper still
feel it spread through the organ
                         sound a rumbling tumbling fresh wind
                               hear it
                      here it 
                 here
             hear
          here he is     
       hear 
     her